My friends, we are drawing to a close of this story.
Although I’m feeling like I’m just getting started. It’s as if a bright door
with brilliant light has opened before me and it beckons. It’s so bright that I can’t
see past the door frame but I know something warm, good and holy waits inside.
I’m filled with trepidation and yet my soul is compelled, drawn to allow this
Prince Jesus to summon me further into His Kingdom.
It’s been three weeks tomorrow since I met this Prince and
our new and different love affair is only beginning. I remain in awe. I'm filled with a holy fear and reverence and
also I know I'm in over my head with this King who loves tenderly and woos me unto
And what does that look like?
Well right now I can only give you a simple story.
Monday following my experience in the healing rooms, I’m at home and I wake
early. I shuffle out to the coffee maker, scoop up my Bible like every other
morning and sit in the family room to read and pray. It’s moments like this
that life returns to normal and it’s routine and you fear that you will lose
what God gave you over the past four days. Because I’m back in my home and I’m
still married to an unbelieving man. I have dishes to do. Errands to run and
the dog wants his breakfast. Nominal, ordinary, everyday stuff.
Yes, two days ago I had a life-altering encounter with the
Most High, The Prince of Peace.
How do I move forward? How can I proceed with such a change
in my heart and soul? I know most of us have lived in this very place. We
return home from a retreat, a mountain top experience, and as much as we
experienced and changed, “real” life awaits. The enemy is prowling just waiting
for a moment to destroy our newly found hope and joy. Can anyone relate?
Well, I have more to say about that later but let me take
you back to this Monday morning. I’m sitting in the family room. I am so hungry
for God that I just remember praying, “I’m hungry for you Dad. I just want your
heart. I want more of you. I want all of you Prince Jesus. Fill me with your
Spirit. And Dad, give me more love. More love to give you and more love to give
I close my Bible. I shuffle back to the kitchen, feed the
dog, the fish and head to the bedroom. I change into my walking clothes and I
drive out to my walk-n-pray wilderness. I turn on my music and begin to walk still
marveling over all that has transpired. And also asking Jesus to come and woo
me, all the while wondering what in the world will that look like. What does
that even mean?
I had walked about 20 minutes and as an old familiar song,
one of my favorite worship songs ended, I stopped singing out loud, waiting for
the next song to queue. It was a fairly new song in my playlist. It was Your
Voice by Kim Walker-Smith & Skyler Smith. I began to sing along as I walked
briskly down the vineyard-lined, country road. I sang the lyrics in worship
while thinking about this Prince who galloped into my life two days earlier. And as
I mulled the words of this song over in my head, THAT IS WHEN IT HAPPENED.
I was singing:
is no greater need
make my life complete
set me free
voice alive in me
sound of victory
speak to me
voice is the light
through the doorway
heart and comes alive
You speak into me
I hit the chorus of, “You’re my life. You’re my life.” I heard distinctly the
voice of Jesus speak to me and he said, “No Lynn. You are not singing these
words to me. (Don’t you get it) I’m the one singing these words to you.”
Yes, you guessed it. Blubbering ensued. Again!
Wait a minute. Jesus is singing to me….. Your voice is the
light shining through the doorway of my heart and comes alive when you speak
into me. You’re my life. You’re my life.......
Gulp. I’m still emotional typing this three weeks later.
Well to say a certain 5’4” blonde girl was astonished is an understatement.
I don’t think I could do anything else the rest of the walk but just receive
this love that Jesus poured upon me whether I was ready or not.
I arrived home. And what is a girl to do when she is being
pursued? She calls her girlfriend, her BFF. Yep, Thank God Dineen is on speed
dial. I explained to her what had just happened to me on the walk and she
“Oh Lynn, your being wooed.”
Double gulp! I didn’t even realize. Thank goodness for girlfriends who help dull ones like me, figure
things out! Sheesh!!!
More crying. Sniffle, sniffle. More awe. More love….. More.
I just want more.
As I leave this post today, I just can’t get out of my mind
what was said at the conference: Bobby Conner said that God is wanting His
people to embrace THE AWE OF GOD. So I’m certainly on this path. I’ve never understood
the awe of God, His Son, Prince Jesus, of the Holy Spirit as I do today.
And as I leave you today, I’m asking that every single person
who reads this will receive an encounter with the Prince and that you will
fully experience the awe of being the bride of the Most High King.
Prince Jesus, woo my friends, this SUMite family. The Bride
adores you. Reveal Yourself to all of us in supernatural encounters that leave
us wrecked, changed forever. We ask to help us embrace the awe of your power and love.
Teach us, grant us wisdom and understanding. Make in us a people that are
worthy, a people of maturity and purity. Fill us with your love. Prince, we
want more. We want more. We want you. We want your heart. This is our plea for
all of our lives. Amen.
See you next time as I have two remaining posts that are part
of this series. However, there is so much more going on in this community that
I will likely have other stuff interspersed.
I love you my friends… my family. I carry you in my heart.
This entire story is my testimony and now I anoint it and
pass it along to you that you may partake of it, receive it and may it manifest
in your life.
Revelations 12:11 And they overcame him by the blood of the
Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto
Will you walk through this door with me?
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