I have spending a significant amount of time thinking about church. I am one of the thousands of spouses who pray in hope that my husband will want to attend church.
In our early years, of course, this prayer was completely self-centered. I wanted my man to become a Christian because my life would be simpler. Also, I didn’t want to go to church by myself. Can anyone relate?
I can recall my husband standing in our church sanctuary last year. The band was playing – loudly— and my husband was embroiled in the “hostile” stance. Hands on hips, elbows jutting out, and a look of exasperation on his face as he stared forward. No singing, no participation. He was mad.
I probably coerced the guy into attendance that morning. I looked over at him and could feel the anger emanating from him. Tears sprang into my eyes. I was so upset because he was mad. The morning was a total loss.
Half way through the service my husband could tell I was hurt. We muddled through the motions and left. On the ride home, in a teary voice but honest voice, I released him from attending church and I honestly meant it.
That was the day I completely stopped influencing him into church.
However, I STILL deeply desire my husband to attend church. My reasons are different today than in my selfish years. However, he remains at home on Sundays while I head off for services.
I began asking myself the usual questions. Why doesn’t he like church? If I attended another church, would he go? What makes church attractive to men?
Wish your spouse spent Sunday mornings with you? Choose a church with these men-friendly characteristics.
-adapted from How Women Help Men Find God by David Murrow (Thomas Nelson)
Hmmmmm. This prompts the question, would I be willing to change churches for my spouse’s spiritual growth?
Your thoughts? Hugs~ Lynn